I have a new website, where I will be putting stuff.  Feel free to check it out!  There isn’t much there yet, but I will be adding stuff over time.

www.lunaki.ca

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My site is taking a stand against SOPA!  Just like everyone should!  Do what you can to stop the passing of this bill.

December 8th, 2010.. Probably the worst day I or my family have experienced in our lives. And it’s already been a year somehow.  It’s pretty hard to believe how fast that year went by, isn’t it?

Time stops for no one though, and as much as I would have liked everything to just stop and wait for me to figure out exactly what’s going on, things keep moving forward.  I’m still not quite sure on the whole thing, the time blitzed by so fast, it’s almost like most of it never happened. 

Regardless of how much time has passed or how little time it actually felt like, one thing will never change.  Chrissy is in our hearts, and we love her and miss her.  Please have her in your thoughts today.  My little sister who even though she was small, had a big personality and a big heart.  She was an amazing person, so I won’t let her memory fade.

Thanks to everyone who’s supported me and my family over the last year.  Just a reminder that I will be collecting donations again this year for the Cystic Fibrosis foundation of Canada (the walk is in May for anyone who is interested in joining us) in Chrissy’s memory, and for Lisa’s future.  :)

Hope Twiggy doesn’t mind me posting a picture of him.  ;P  But there we go.  xD  Me and Twiggy decided to enter the Harrowing Masquerade contest as Divine Soraka and Surfer Singed. 

If i wanna wear this costume to a con, I’m gonna need to alter it a bit – the earrings are heavy and hurt my ears, and the hair fucking weighs a ton. xD  Other than that though, it’s a pretty nifty costume.  ;P  I love how the runes turned out on the skirt and vest thingy, although the picture doesn’t show the skirt ones super well.  Also… GO BANANA! Lol.

As for Twiggy, he forgot to put on the arm guards he made (we didn’t realize until after he’d taken off the costume, and he wasn’t willing to wrap himself back up.. lol) He’s gonna have to get some better fabric for the bandages though, the stuff he got didn’t flex well enough so he was moving quite stiffly. xD  Hopefully we both pick up a prize, but we’ll see.  ;x

Now that that’s done, I can get back to other projects. ;3

So I had this dream last night, i mean I have a lot of dreams that are really detailed, feel incredibly real, and I usually remember them more like memories than dreams.. ANYWAY, in part of the dream I was walking outside down a sidewalk in a nondescript neighborhood, looked like it could have been in any of the somewhat older, quiet suburban areas in Winnipeg… Reminded me of the area my Gigi lives, except it wasn’t there.  Anyway, I was just walking down the sidewalk at night, and the Joker (yes, the villain from Batman) is hanging around.  He’s doing his usual giggly crazy talk thing, and at some point he asks me if I care that he might kill me. I guess he wasn’t getting a rise out of me with his normal schtick, so he was getting bored enough to ask me a sorta serious question.  My answer was not really.  I looked up at the sky, which was really pretty in the dream, so many stars!  Kinda like seeing the sky from the country, without all the light pollution.  I said that I was looking forward to the day when I could shed this annoying physical form, and become a free soul, so that I could travel where I pleased, and live among the stars in the sky.

Made death sound kind of nice.  Not that I’m one of those that has ever considered suicide or anything, even at my most depressed, suicide always seemed like the pussy’s way out, at most cutting was my release, never the thought of death.  Just saying this dream made it sound inviting. The thought of becoming something like how hollywood would imagine a soul – kind of a glowing ball of mist sorta thing – and just floating around the galaxies as I please.  Of course, you think about it more when you wake up, it would end up being pretty lonely, unless of course there were other souls out there, and souls can somehow communicate on some level, but the dream didn’t go into that much detail

I think it’s more the thought of freedom than death that feels inspiring. While I’d rather not die, being free would be so nice.  

A bit more serious post today. Guess I’m feeling a bit depressed again. Woo

It must be nice to be a cat. They just relax and do whatever they want all day. Which usually consists of chasing toys, sleeping, eating, sleeping, …. lounging around.. zzzz… 

There was a cat show at my work recently, i was so happy!  So many cats.  I WANT.. no MUST HAVE a maine coon~  So damn cute, so HUGE!  Do want.  I got some pictures of one somewhere, but they’re on my camera, which I don’t feel like trying to find right now *too lazy, have cat syndrome*  So maybe later.  Or you can just look em up on your own.. And while you’re at it, look up Norwegian jungle cats.. they’re also damn adorable, and i wouldn’t mind having one of those too, except that maine coon are almost the same thing, except HUGE!  XD

Thats my Mero(ko).  I haven’t shown her off in a while.  So there, that’s how she looks now.  :P  Look at her pretty markings and her loooong legs!  xD  She’s very long.  Her tail too, you can see in the first pic.  It’s twice-broken, once in a door, and once in a window. poor Mero.  :P

My old fat cat Sandy, that most of you should remember.  :P  My mum wouldn’t let me keep her when i moved out, but she’s still alive and kicking.  Or at least, grumbling. She likes to grumble and shout.  She’s a grouchy old lady now!  It’s cute.  xD  Makes her super fun to pick on. 

I made this for fun for the cat show people’s dinner at work.. I also made a cheshire cat cake, but this is more fun because it’s a cat-face made out of fruit.  :P  I never did get to hear what they thought of it though. I’m always gone before the people get their food.  Benefits of working the morning shift.  

I don’t have any recent pictures of Scsi it would seem, but Mero is better anyway.

Anyway, I’ll be off. Must work on the Chibicon poster for this year… Still debating if I wanna do a really good job on it, or a halfassed one… So don’t care… zzz… /sigh