September 21, 2010

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  New entry thingy.  Yet somehow the option to have a border has gone missing.  Oh well, I suppose they weren’t overly important in the grand scheme of things. I just liked the extra colour.  

  So uh.. I dunno really what to say here, just going thru the motions of posting once in awhile. Nothing exciting going on.  Well, maybe.

  I’ve been pretty depressed recently, things just haven’t been going the best I guess. There’s the two main things on my mind; one I don’t know if I want to mention, the other is my sister being pretty sick.  She’s always been sick, i guess, having Cystic Fibrosis and all.  Recently her health’s been declining enough to become quite worrisome.  She’s been put on the list for a lung transplant, and we’re all hoping she gets it within the next two (or less) years.  She was in the hospital for about a month, but thankfully she recovered enough to get to go home a few days ago.  She’s quite a bit happier there, of course.  Who wouldn’t be?  hospitals aren’t the best places to be.  At least, even though she’s 19, she’s been kept in the Children’s hospital, since they know her conditions and give her better care than the adult side would.  So there’s that at least.  Only problem with the children’s is the constant amount of babies around, with their screaming and crying and whining.. Not always a bother, but sometimes… bleh. >_>

  So yeah, of course that’s been on my mind a lot.  Been kinda hard on my family, specially my mum.  But we’re gonna keep fighting till she’s gotten her new lungs and recovers from the surgery!  

   

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  Other than that.. My job’s still the same. Although i’ve tried quitting, the other job I almost had lined up fell through.. So I’m still there.  It’s not easy to find a good paying full time job, ya know?  Bleh.  Could be worse.  But it kinda is a pit of depression around there.  It’s not run well.  The place could be pretty amazing if it weren’t for some of the idiots in charge.  I don’t think I wanna get into it since this is a public blog and anyone can see it.  I’d rather not lose my job for slandering the company.. Or whatever. I don’t even know if they can do that.  I’d rather not find out the hard way.  XD

  I still live in my condo too.  Which, with the lack of someone living with me, and the lack of a good paying job, might be hard to squeak by in payments this year.  I really really hope that condo fees don’t go up again.  Or I might not be able to afford it anymore.  It’s a nice place, though, the windows really need to be replaced.  And my heaters don’t seem to be working for whatever reason. They worked fine last year.. Then I of course had them off all summer… Now I can’t get them to turn back on.  I might have a cold winter, unless I call someone and get it fixed… I’m pretty sure it’s covered under the condo fees I pay.  Otherwise I’m gonna be wearing blankets around the house all winter.  ;x  Again, could be worse.  At least i have a home, right?  D:

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